Noel, I have found that acknowledging miracles and gifts given to us by God is a means to increase and strength in faith. I know this is hard to do sometimes as it is also possible to attribute miracles to coincidence. A miracle or gift from God can be recognized by preceding incidents or coincidental happenings. Once they are received, the strengthening of faith is inevitable especially when we give thanks to God for the gift.
Example, I was diagnosed with throat cancer a year ago and surgically had it removed, then chemotherapy, then radiation. Finally the cancer team said I still have a small amount of residual cancer in my throat and the surgeons wanted to slit my throat to remove the lymph node containing what they presumed to be cancer.
I agreed to the surgery, then went to my parish priest for annointing and sacrament of the sick. The operation was done then to slit my throat and surprise to me another priest Father Damian came to annoint me for the sacrament of the sick. My lymph node was sent to pathology for introspection and the report came back to the surgeons: there was no cancer to be found in my neck or lymph node!!!
Coincidence or gift from God? You decide. For my part I gave thanks for a miracle. I am certain "something" has happened for you as well, Noel. Perhaps you are still deciding coincidence or gift?
When I feel all alone in my faith because there are few at mass or all my friends have become protestant or no one will support my life in any way, I think about the verse from Scripture, "I was appalled because not one would defend me, so my own right arm brought about the victory"
When we[you and I] meet Christ face to face, how much more sweet will be the triumph if we arrive at his gate through tremendous trial and suffering? How much more delightful the meeting of friends [as He called us] than if we made our way through a veritable desert of humanity to reach our final destination which is a face to face meeting with Christ our Savior. He will be pleased to say that He acknowledges our suffering united to His and we will become like Him.
Without trials and suffering our salvation means very little. I know this sounds like a cop out on reality, yet this is what the Saints and Martyrs suffered for. They prayed for suffering so that they could unite it to Christ's suffering therefore to become more like Him.
It is not easy to suffer anything let alone poverty, being alone in your faith, dispised for your beliefs, set about by men and women who want nothing more than to take advantage of you. I can tell you Noel, I do not enjoy suffering, I only pray that my suffering will bring fruit to my faith and joy to the Sacred Heart of Jesus.
A royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people set apart.