i have left a bad relationship with someone I have known most of my life....and I was only with that person for a few years. I know and believe that we are not meant to be...but feelings keep resurfacing. the hurt, the betrayal, the pain and feelings of sadness overwhelm me. it happend right after our anniversary right before christmas. and now it will be my birthday and valentines is righ around the corner. I AM NOT ONE who is always attached or in a relationship. I am one however who feels deeply hurt and even lonely at the moment. I pray the rosary and the divine mercy almost everyday. Sometimes...i fall asleep while praying. once in a while i will forget. there are better things to worry about...i know...there are people i should tend to and I need not worry about my ex. but, please...say one prayer to mother mary or say the divine mercy chaplet just one time for me. This is the worst time in my life and this break up was just the tip of the ice berg. thank you.