What you thought is true too! But you must understand the whole thing! So now we add to your knowledge the understanding of the the law. Remember the parable about the the camel going through the eye of the needle? and what Peter says? Who then can be saved? Oh my ..... When we people read the Gospels we think in different terms, because we do not see the expressions nor the tone. It's just black and white on paper. Jesus full of Grace! Jesus full of Mercy! Jesus full of compassion! God full of Love and Compassion!Lets think about this If you were God and you saw your creation a mess what would you do? Lets ask others this question and get their answers. We have Gods natures in us His image dictates to us this truth. His Image is the soul. Jesus goes to explain about fathers, if a wicked father can give gifts, how much more your father in Heaven? The issue is not the fathers, it's the kind of fathers. One is wicked the other is Good. Our Father is Good. We who are converted have the greatest opportunity of a lifetime! What is that? To know God before hand. What else? To help others come to this conclusion.
We look to the law for guidance, we all sin in our thoughts our words and actions. That is why there are degrees of sin, venial and mortal. The Law in Moses does not state this sin is greater than that, it does however show what sins are punishable by death. By common understanding we see that there are degrees of sin.
This also shows how it makes our God angry, detest these things, because God is Pure and Holy, He wants us to live Pure and Holy. We endeavor to this end. When you fall get back up! We are in need of His Graces always!
The Old testament is full of Gods Character and Personality. We see Him angered, we see Him destroy, we see Him calling out to His people, we see Him not answering His people. This shows us, "man" that God is serious! He's not messing around. He's telling the Jews how to live or else! If you do this you will live and if not curses to you! Why? Because man became his own god at the garden.(not the only reason)
Now with the Gospels Jesus does away with curses and brings in Mercy! Saving Grace! But for the lawless that is to say those who do not know the law are under the law showing them they need to be saved! Paul makes this very clear. Just as you said.
Moses if you recall, God called Him the Patriarch. Moses was like God to Israel, Aaron became as Moses was mediator between Moses and Israel. Originally God told Moses to do His bidding, yet Moses said I cannot because I am not well versed. Another words he was not good at talking, a way with words. Like I get. Thoughts are full yet words a few. God fills the mind! Wow!
Moses comes to Jesus in the Transfiguration along with Elijah.
You must be very conscience. Have to relax. You are on the right road. :) Don't let others push you around. Read, study and pray always. The Best I tell you is to pray to the Virgin always. She brought Jesus to the world, she always brings Jesus to us. She is kind, gentle, sweet, holy, pure, full of great wisdom. Consecrate yourself to Her Immaculate Heart. She protects us by Her Mantle.
If you doubt, that comes from the other side. Rebuke it. If your thoughts are clouded when you pray, rebuke the thoughts, they are from the other side. Our feelings are open to discussion.
One prayer I really recommend is the Divine Mercy Novena. It consists of praying for 9 days. Each day you offer up a certain group of souls. This helps you to get your mind off of you and your problems as it helped me. I still do this everyday. Remember me always, I was left with nothing. I struggle daily, Then I realized the otherside is wanting me to stay captive to my past and feelings they bring. This keeps one from seeing the light. It's called darkness. Today I have a new thought, I don't have time for the Poisons of the Devil. Prayer brings Graces! The more we pray the more our soul grows and strengthens. The prayers themselves have answers when we read them thoughtfully. Everything such as prayers, all the things that are given by God through the saints and faithful have answers only if we read them with thoughtfulness. Man shall not live by bread alone but by every word the comes from the mouth of God.
The Word of God has come to us through the Eucharist and through the written word. It is then dispersed into many other forms through the Holy Spirit. These are spiritual things.
Summary of what makes us perfect before God a humble and contrite heart, sorrowful, obedience, giving heart. Virtues grow other virtues. The world brings illusions, remember Jesus told us very clearly that the Prince of this world is Satan. Satan keeps those in his illusions. We who have lived in the world must realize the illusions we have lived under and renounce and rebuke them they are Satans tools. Eve was captivated by the Serpents illusion. This gets into another topic.
God bless.